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Sunday, March 05, 2006
Thought in bed with pain.

This time I bought nothing to you but pain & hurt inside the rent heart of yours. I know whatever I've said, whatever I'm gonna say isn't gonna help. But baby, listen to me for the last time. I'm sorry. I know it's helpless but that's the only word I can in the English dictionary to describe how I truly feel & that's what I wanna tell you.

I'm getting all apologetic. Fuck everything. It's been so long since I last felt this way. Helpless, miserable, awful, melancholy, forlorn. All negative. But well, I think I deserve such treatment. It's okay. =\

Forget it. Nothing's gonna change, no matter what I've said. If her break away was because of what happened, if her loving for me was lesser, I deserve it. Son of a bitch, fucking whore.

LJ's for private thoughts. I do keep an LJ & I need a layout. Omg, someone teach me how to get one. LJ's in a total mess, hoho. The current one look for lituature. Hahah give me the Anne Frank & Emma feeling. Rofl. I quite like it but I like Pearlene's & Amd's better. So much better, omggggggg.

The whole entire family quarrelled just now & I'm left alone at home. I'm supposed to do my homework. Bleah! Bio test tmr, ugh I can't be much bothered.

Oh wait, Joel said he'd text me on Saturday but no, he didn't. ): But I still love. :D How cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :))

Eliza babe, thanks for your concern. :) Things haven't been good but I'm almost fine yuh? I love you ok. I don't know how to get you babe! Hahah I only got your blog add, blah! Take care, hugs!
Steph<3 Thanks darling. I'm almost fine, don't worry ok? Love!
Eilis! She'll be back soon after all the letdowns are gone. :) dotcha worry ok? Hugs u. :)
Atiqa, Josh, hihihihi. :D Thanks for commenting. Love you twoooooooo. :)
Tingshan, everything's fine I guess. School's been so fuckedup & life's never been good. Hurrrr.
Meiyang, hey babe. :)

Thanks for for commenting. Loved! :D

I better off rock alone,
<3,


1:46 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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